Yes, I was listening to angst filled music hoping that if I moped long enough maybe, just maybe my heart head would understand that I was trying to forget someone.
What was I thinking when I decided hooking up with him would help me move on? What drove me crazy was the fact that I did know that it would lead to nowhere, but hey, we were close friends, I held onto that for dear life when I was fooling myself into thinking there could be more to us.
The emotional exhaustion I went through just to trying to get over him and equally wondering if it could be more was maddening; which is why I feel the need to let you know that it will be okay. This ladies and gentlemen is everything leading up to how I got over my friend…. The Day s After: You will most definitely wake up with late night thoughts about him. And let me tell you: You will daydream about the possibility of you two together and how much of a match it would be.
Hmm, no text from him. You certainly cannot say anything cause then it may seem like you are desperate or show that it meant more than what it was. At some point, you realize you are
Going from good friends to hookup to see him. At this point in time you realize if he really wanted to say something to you about that night he would have made an effort, no one waits this long.
So you play it cool, while making sure you look as good as you can. Aaaand he seems to not really be looking at you. Oh wait, he is addressing you, and talking to you…about the weather. Try to smile, seem totally carefree. Oh gosh, this is so weird.
There is definitely some sort of wall put up between us. The Regret and the Other Girl: When you try to believe that things are great and realizing you are not special. Your mind goes against itself.